Self-denial is a game,
so let us steal the stars
because you want it.
Just wanting that extra mile.
For I feel like I’m a hopeless romantic.
At break of dawn, I’m just a holy fool,
I’m just playing my persuasion.
You’re the only one
I care enough to hear about.
So open the box.
All I need to know is you.
Come and give me your words,
Quick poetry just to clean my mind.
Jungle skin got no direction.
Because there’s no way I can be stopped.
I think she led me on, this is getting long.
She was good enough for me,
For life was all about love and glamor.
Remember when I got a bloody knee?
Apart from whiting it out,
it’s the weapon that I chose.
How the hell am I supposed to act?
I realize I’m freaking me out.
I think it’s about time I mention
something about blues and joys.
My body feels like an inferno
and I can’t catch my breath,
I never thought we’ll fall out of place.
I am so damned high to think about,
on the next life, on the next flight,
there’s nothing that I’m trying to be.
I was so committed,
yet I cannot see the swell inside.
Why should I be sad?
I wanted your disease,
the touch of your hand.
Finally I can see you,
and when you played it to the beat,
it reminds me of us.
It is that story that must be told.
I fear that you’re not coming
to my defense,
I take it as an offense.
You’re the queen of the night,
and I’ll stay out of your sight.
You’re a danger to me.
Why do we like it
to hurt so much?
the more that I have to let you go.
There’s a battle ahead,
yet I can’t see the end of the road.
I hate spending the evening on my own.
I don’t want to hear my breath.
I’ll take myself through the darkness
until the break of the day.
I am done.
The love is gone.
Kill the lights
and seal it with a kiss.
To the unknown I will be god.